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Letters from Prince's and Princesses.
If you have been a victim of any sort of abuse and would like to write about it to alert others. You are free to do so on my blog. You can remain anonymous. You don't have to mention names, just address your letter to your abuser, remind him/her of what she/he did to you, and let everyone know how you feel presently and how it has affected you and if you have made any progress
since, and what if any did you do to get out of the darkness. You may begin like this:
Dear abuser,
You and continue using YOU to refer to him/her.
since, and what if any did you do to get out of the darkness. You may begin like this:
Dear abuser,
You and continue using YOU to refer to him/her.
posted by monrepossports at
10:15 AM
7 Comments:
Dear Abusers, I was just a little girl, an innocent little girl, when all of you had your way with me, in my narrow mind, I thought this was they way that adults should behave with me, I thought it was normal behaviour. You have raped and molested me many times, I felt dirty yesterday, I feel dirty today and I will feel dirty for the rest of my life, I cannot live a normal life, I feel your hands all over me, I feel your erection rubbing all over my small body, I smell the cigarette in you breath with you forced your dirty watery kisses on my lips, you hurt me with these hard kisses, you fingered me, you made me cry,I was helpless, my mum trusted me in your care, and yes, you told me that I should say anything. You came to my mum's house every July, when I was away from school and there was no one else home but me. You had your season and I hated the month of July, because this is when I knew you would come to hurt me the most. You all preyed on my poor little innocent body, you scared me for life. I am still hurting, I will always hurt.You know who you all are, there were many of you, Why? Why? why did I look like someone you all should have to take pleasure in. I know that I may have looked a little more matured than I was, but you all knew I was just a child, you all knew better, and you, one of you, you offered me a dollar to touch me, you are the one person I escaped from, but I still hate your gets, because if I didn't escape you would have done it to me. You! (the woman) Yes a woman fingered me till I was in so much pain, you bought me to your house and after you had your way with me, you would call men to your house to finish me, why did you do it, what if someone does this to your girl now, how would you feel, most of you are married now, I have moved on with my life to, but i can never move on the way you did, because you have not been shamed like you put me through, Are you scared? You have to be because one day when I get home, I will make public, all of you who have molested me and raped me as a child. I will, so be ready to answer. I am not afraid of you anymore, I am not ashamed of myself anymore, I know I didn't do anything to deserve what you all put me through. I just feel disgusted everytime and I feel you all,all over me today as I speak. Dirty, sweaty, cigarette, rum, and all other dirty smells I cannot even describe. All of you are still there in La Point.
You all know what you did to me, especially you, the woman, I was just a little example of the grown woman you were, you were one just as little as I was, but you, a woman, you decided that you would put me through this!!! How could you? Mummy thought you were taking care of me, you did all kinds of strange things to get me to your room and molest over and over again. I feel sorry for the little girls around you now. I know you still do it. You will never stop. I have gone through councelling. I hope you get help, all of you and quick, before I come home, because I am prepared to let the public know everything that happened to me. I will let the public know where you all are. I am now working to stop any child from going through the struggle I have gone through to compose myself,and i am determined to let the cats off their bags. Now to the readers of this letter, please if you are a victim, pray your life into God's hand. He will have mercy on you. Talk to someone, someone who will listen. Someone you can trust to support and help you heal. It has taken a very long time for me, I'm still healing, I guess this is what I have to live with, but there is one person who saw what happened to me. Someone I went to with all my burdens, and he believes me, because he saw you. all of you, and it won't be long before he heals you of you sickness and if he can't he has a place that's not as dark as the place you have had me, as a matter of fact, there is too much light in this place."Go to hell" and burn MF burn!
This is clearly one person who is still so devastated by the haunting experiences. Sister - you are not alone. We - victims like you - are feeling you & hurting with you. The physical hurt is over but the emotional and psychological will never leave but we must learn to cope. Otherwise we are victims of these people for the rest of our lives. Our parents before us are victims and still living in the shadow of their past. We must not. If we stand up, we take away th power from these molestors. That is what we need to do. As adults we - can confront them. Tell them what they did to you. Tell them you are not afraid of them - tell them to their face. My worst abuser is DEAD. And I felt relief at his death. God has forgiven me for the hatred I felt. I no longer feel hatred but the Power is Mine. I faced my fear and I have healed. You can heal and you will heal. Promise yourself to take back your power. Remove the power in the hands of the abuser take it back. Its so amazing what this topic is revealing. I know that far more people than we think are Victims and remain victims. TAKE BACK THE POWER STOLEN FROM YOU. LOVE from your female sister who's been there.
My friend above, I am sorry you had to go through this. I can assure you it gets better. I had a bad experience myself. However, I found healing when I forgave the individual(s). I no longer felt bad for it also I know that God is the ultimate judge and one day we all are judged for what we do here on earth. I have chosen to live live more victoriously and left the situation in God's hand. You have been through a lot and deserve to enjoy life and those individuals have taken that away from you. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT... I pray your healing continues to take place. Be blessed and be strong.
Dear Abuser i guess you thought that you were doing me a favour by messing up my life.judgment day is up on you.I have moved one ,i'm my own person,you are not in my thoughts anymore.What you did was coward.you took something from me that i'll never get back what was lost from me but you wil never be the same when i thought with you.you willwish that you never touched me never saw me,you will wish you were dead just like i did .take a taste of your own medicine.I was only a child.you waited till no one was there and you had your way with me and you gave me a dieases you sick bastrad .my dreams are gone of have the children that i wanted .you are out there have all your kids.you spoild me with your germs,infected me with your nasty sickness.one day oh yes one day you will pay .one good turn deserves another you will pay my cousin.if not by me by someone you know just as me.you can take that to the bank
Dear deseased abuser, while you are burning in hell remember, you took me from my home and told me come to my grandma's house for an egg, you fondled my small innocent vagina, I was hurting, I was crying, you wiped my tears with your dirty shirt, you tied my little head with a piece of cloth and you sent me home asking me to promise you not to tell anyone what happened, I was scared for my life, my legs were shaking beneath my small body, my little vagina was soredd with nail marks and sensivity. Burn in hell you f***king mother f**ker!!! I bleed the blood of jesus over your sick carcass!!!!
My bones are tired, Daddy
I don't get enough sleep
I don't eat as good as I should, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I sleep past noon, Daddy
Drink lots of black coffee and I smoke like a chimney,
Yes, I left the refrigerator door half open, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean,
Gonna make you just as vulnerable as I was, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to bash in your teeth, Daddy
Gonna use your tongue as a stamp
Gonna rip your heart out the way you did mine, Daddy
Go ahead and psycho-analyse that
'Cause I'm your creation, I'm your love Daddy
Grew up to be and do all those sick things you said I'd do
Well last night I saw you sneak out your window
With your white hood, Daddy
What's that say about you?
I'm sloppy, what's that say about you?
I'm messy, what's that say about you?
Oh Father lyrics
It's funny that way, you can get used
To the tears and the pain
What a child will believe
You never loved me
[Chorus:]
You can't hurt me now
I got away from you, I never thought I would
You can't make me cry, you once had the power
I never felt so good about myself
Seems like yesterday
I lay down next to your boots and I prayed
For your anger to end
Oh Father I have sinned
[chorus]
Oh Father you never wanted to live that way
You never wanted to hurt me
Why am I running away
[repeat]
Maybe someday
When I look back I'll be able to say
You didn't mean to be cruel
Somebody hurt you too
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